As a Manifestor, I Embrace…
May 7, 2021
Love message from Human Design reader Erin Claire Jones:
“As a manifestor, I embrace…
…that I’m here to be disruptive and be the first. I’m here to show the world a new way by being brave enough to walk the path that hasn’t been walked before. My gift is seeing things before the world does and trusting myself enough to bring my ideas and inspirations into the world, disrupting how things have been done in the past. When I own this, I have the powerful impact I’m meant to.”
I’ve been getting love notes from the universe inviting (straight up telling? lol) me to “be more provocative” ⚡️🌺 ...to break the damn fucking rules (whatever that means, because isn’t it all an illusion anyway?)...to be the rebel 🔥 and in an annoyingly big way lol.
When I was young, I asked to “not see” so clearly because I was scared of what I could see where others couldn’t. I asked to not feel so much, because at times it felt so overwhelming and painful. Perhaps, subconsciously, I even asked to not be so big/bright, so that I could feel like I could blend in more easily...so I could feel loved. Ah, the conditioning that we all probably went through as kids in our outdated society.
I wore several masks 🎭 and was told on many occasions in different professions that I was a chameleon, able to shapeshift and match whatever shade I needed to be in order to blend with my environment...perfectly.
Seemingly perfect on the outside, utterly confused, fragmented and lonely in the inside. I wondered if anyone else felt the way I did? But I never asked, only wondered. Instead, I let the confusion and dissonance fester into self-loathe, anger, and feelings of unworthiness. Some of which didn’t even belong to me. Until the emotional stagnation manifested into physical obstructions.
Time to heal the lineage, they say, for the generations past and for the ones to come. Time to decondition these false truths even further, because it’s time and because you can.
And finally, I’m bringing out my real energy, my soul gifts, and my full life force out to PLAY. 🌈🤸🏻♀️ To create and ignite. My wish for you is the bravery and opportunity to live unconditionally in your own flow 🌊 too. It will look so different person to person, soul to soul.
I accept that I’m 💯 here to see clearly, live bravely, shine unconditionally, and love powerfully. I’m already being + living this, but I have this vibrant opportunity to embody it even further. (We all do.) It’s a potent time of expansion - I’m so happy to be here on this path. So grateful, eternally. 💋🌺🔥💎🌊🌈⚡️